HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Fireworks, fire crackers, food, polka dots, flutes and party!!! happy new year everyone!

Its really nice to open a new chapter of your life and start it with a good vibes. 2013 is a roller coaster ride for me and Im so thankful for those people who rode it with me and makes the ride memorable. We’ll I guess this is the best time to reminisce and think about the things that happened. It has been a good year for me and I’m crossing my fingers that hopefully this continues this 2014.PicMonkey Collage2

As I was browsing through my pictures, I realize that time really runs so fast. That’s already another 365 days and I feel that its not enough for everything that I wanted to do. But then, I have another 365 days to do it, so I guess I shouldn’t worry then.

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I wish to have more dreams, hope and goals fulfilled, achievements, traveled places, shoes, clothes looks in lookbook and entries is my blog!! weeeeee! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Girls Frustration

A lot of things to buy a little money to spend. Urrgggh. I really hate this irony. I have this attitude that if I want something, I want to have it as soon as possible. No wonder that I dont have any savings on my own. It’s an investment anyway so it’s ok.

1I saw this short in Top shop and I really was stunned. These shorts are part of my checklist and I promise to have it soon!
One reason why I love short shorts, aside from they really look amazing, it also makes me look taller.

a3 a2 aI just so miss my curl hair especially because a lot of people just love it. I’m still preparing my hair for curls since it’s not that long yet. But I’m almost there so I’m so excited to have my hair curled again. I’ll have it in tony and jacky where I had it before. There hair curls are just so lovely, you will never regret to pay the price.

b2 b b3Oh my god! I just fell inlove with Kryz Uy’s backless dresses. I admit that she really has a lot of amazing outfit but her backless dresses are outrageously gorgeous. And this is one of the reason why I’m a follower of her blog. By the way, the last one in the picture is Camille and she’s just as lovely as her dress.

c1 c c4  c2I’ve been wanting to buy a new shoes it’s just that my money was spent on beach outings last summer. But since summer is over, I will set aside something for a new shoes. I’m really a primadonna shoe lover and I’m planing to buy the chunky heeled shoes for office use, stiletto heels is very useful in some events to attend especially for ramp modelling. And a pair of booties because they look cute! haha.

dAnd 1 of my frustration, wish, dream and whatever you call it is to be part of the bloggers United soon! Although I’m already part of the Cebu fashion bloggers which is really an honor for me, I would really love to be part of the Bloggers United with all the big time fashion bloggers all around the Philippines.

Dream. Believe. Survive. (Startruck?) hahaha.

Say HELLO after the GOODBYE.. =)

There are really times that you have to let go of some things that you like. It’s not about giving up on what you want, it’s about letting go for something new to happen.. So I say goodbye to my long hair and big curls and say hello to my short and wavy hair.

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This is before it’s curled ☺

I’ve been wanting to cut my hair or have a new hairstyle it’s just that I’m afraid to try something new cause it might not look good on me. I have to be careful because I don’t want to regret cutting my hair off and mess it up.

This time since I’m bored and I want to keep myself busy with a lot of things (you might be thinking how boring my life at home is) I decided to go out and have my hair done. I went to my friends house first cause I promised him that I’ll drop by. It’s been a while that I haven’t seen him. Though we’re still very close (he is really more of a brother to me). Good thing I was already close to their family so it’s not a big deal if I show up their anytime. might it be be very early in the morning or late at night, they won’t really bother.  So I went their around 9am and ate my breakfast at their house. It’s so sweet of her mom to prepare extra breakfast knowing that I’m going.

When I arrive at their place he was still asleep so I wake him up. I know he was so annoyed with my voice but I really don’t care (HAHAHA). He was like “why so early?, go eat first and I’ll be there in a while”. he was kinda pissed already but I know he won’t get mad at me. He has no choice.

I then asked him to accompany me to the parlor to have my hawir done. I kno it’ll be boring but then again, he has no choice (hahaha). I know he was so bored already cause he keeps on complaining so I told him to go somewhere and I’ll just text him once I’m done. After I had my hair done, we just ate lunch with his sister and went home.

It feels good when old friends are always there no matter what and even if you haven’t seen them for a while they would still treat you the same way it was before.

Once Upon a Time…

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Love what you do, do what you love, get what you like and like what you have. I hope it’s as simple as it is, but life is so complicated and so are people. Sometimes you’ll understand, sometimes you don’t, sometimes you won’t, sometimes you can’t and sometimes you’ll try. But one thing is for sure, everything happens for a reason, you may not know it yet (maybe not yet or maybe never).

Life offers a lot of things so maybe just enjoy every bits of it. Don’t complicate things, believe what you trust but don’t always trust what you believe. An answer to a question isn’t as easy as how the question is being asked but sometimes is also not as complicated as the question. Just live and enjoy life. Don’t ask (even if sometimes you just can’t help it, haha). Wait for the the answer. You might get the answer once you stop asking the question. Just let things happen (come what may…) and everything will soon make sense and everything will just fall into place! =)

She’s now 1 year wiser! ☺

It’s her birthday and I know she would really love it if I’m gonna write something about her ( coz’ she’s vain. haha). PicMonkey Collage523640_3585313193027_1712779151_n 208843_3495210858448_1700329530_n
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I just so miss this chic. She’s in leyte right now. enjoying her SUMMER!.

I actually never imagine that I’m gonna be so close to this girl cause the first time we know each other, we always argue with almost everything. We were friends since first year college, we have the same schedule and we’re together all the time. We have a lot of things in common, and we agree on almost everything. We almost have the same likes, from clothes, idols, food, dreams and BOYS.. hahaha.

We’re mean! YES we are, but we are also crazy. We might have our own world sometimes especially when we’re with our group of friends. And when we’re with them, we’re crazier.

We have signals that we 2 only understand. There are times that we just look at each other and we already know what we meant. Weird thing about us, especially when we’re at the mall, we don’t mind boys, we mind girls! AHAHAh. No we’re not lebos, it’s just that we know how to appreciate beautiful and pretty girls (wwweeeee?). HAHAha.

OK to much for the compliments. haha. anyway, happy birthday Sheen! Your now 1 year wiser!

I miss this girl! Hope to see her soon. Hopefully in leyte, in their place. ☺

You’ll get what you want if you want it enough☺

Year 2011 was really a tough year for us. We’ve been through a lot, I mean a LOT. From our business to my studies, name it.  But then as they say what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down. Wait, sound familiar? yah, it’s a lyrics of a song. HAHA.

Year 2012 has been a really good year for me especially in terms of career, and I wish my luck would continue this 2013.  I know I have to thank a lot of people and I dont want to mention all of them cause I might miss something. Can I just thank God for all of this? ☺

Anyway, before everything turns so dramatic and before you guys cry (haha. OA) I just wanna look back to everything that happened in 2012 and look forward to this year 2013.

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Friends through the years ♥

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Target Turned 1 year! ☺

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photo shoots from photographer friends =)

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hosting ☺

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modeling ☺

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blogging/ fashion blogging ☺

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lookbook posting! ☺

These are the things that keep me going. I don’t mean to brag, it’s just that I feel so lucky, happy and flattered that I have and I achieve all of these since these are really some of the things that I imagine myself doing. My friend told me “you’ll get what you want if you want it enough” and yah, it’s true.  Again and again, these are the things that I want but this is not it, this is not just it. I’m looking forward to more of these things and more new things this year More projects, more shoots, more lookbook fan, more followers of the blog, more new things, more learnings, more of  everything ☺. I don’t think it’s bad to ask for more, is it? I don’t think so, as long as you work hard for it. As my friend told me ” be the next Kryz uy (ambitious! HAHA)”. I’m sure most of the bloggers know who I’m talking about. I’m really a fan. But I say “I wish! HAHA” it’s so hard, HELLO!? real estate business owner, Top Blogger and a What a Girl Wants Creative director, WOW!. But then again, “you’ll get what you want if you want it enough”.

By the way, I was reading articles about Chinese zodiac and it says that people born in the year of the monkey are quite lucky this year in almost all fields, so I just wish it’s true.

Here’s for the MONKEYS to feed your ego (haha):

Of all the animals of the Chinese zodiac, your are the most intelligent. Your pranks, finesse, and craftiness get you out of the most delicate situations without a scratch. Particularly at ease in public and at parties with beautiful people, you are charming, surprising, and entertaining with the faces you make, and your irresistible, funny stories. You can also laugh at yourself with astonishing lucidity. Your character is that of a “happy pessimist” and you adapt easily to any context – and not without a certain amount of cunning. Confronted by a muscle-bound adversary, you use servility and flattery to lead him by the nose. Your skillfulness in the art of manipulation has no equal and you easily play the actor to soothe those around you. Crocodile tears and shameless lies are part of your daily bread. If you are caught, you have the good grace to recognize the error of your ways and can make others forgive you. You jump from branch to branch, from problem to problem, with an incredible degree of fickleness that borders on childishness. It is difficult to keep you in one place; at the least sign of boredom, you swing to another tree. But behind your mimics and gestures hides an old monkey that the Chinese name The Wise One. Your fault: You want to be first at any price

Single Monkeys can expect a great problem in 2013: too many suitors! Don’t make a rash decision and get into a relationship too quickly, because you will have other options available. That said, don’t be afraid to commit when the right person comes alone. You’ll know them when you see them. It’s not always true, but the Chinese 2013 horoscope for Monkey shows us that this year, if you aren’t sure about a relationship than there is a good reason for that.

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Scars by Rudy Francisco!♥

Here’s another Rudy francisco peice that I really love. hope you like it too ♥.. By the way, I got the lyrics in his tumbler account. ♥

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This pic is from Rudy Francisco's tumbler

This pic is from Rudy Francisco’s tumbler

1. If I could, I would nail these hands to the edges of stars. I would sacrifice this body to the sky hoping to resurrect someone spiteful enough to not give a fuck about you.

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From Rudy Francisco’s tumbler.

2. Staple me to a cross. Pierce my side with a broken promise and I will bleed all the crippled reasons why you deserve one more chance.
3. Your bed smells like the last thing I was really good at.
4. You wanna know how I got these scars? I ripped every last piece of you out of my smile.

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5. I whispered you stardust.
6. I spoke you into sunflowers.

from Rudy Francisco's tumbler

from Rudy Francisco’s tumbler

7. I dipped my hands in forever; touched you infinity; treated you as if you were the last molecule of oxygen inside of a gas chamber, I was good to you.
8. You wanna know how I got these scars? I swallowed my pride and it clawed its way outside of my mouth.
9. I realized I was never really your boyfriend. I was just your fucking hype man.
10. I hope your next boyfriend gets smallpox.
10. Yes I said smallpox!
10. I hate you!
10. I miss you!
10. I love you!
10. It’s hard for me to count when I get emotional.
10. I heard that 90% of human interaction is nonverbal so…
10. If I could, I would tie your arms to a daydream and then auction you off to my fondest memories.

To the random dude who started dating my ex-girlfriend two days after we broke up: Yes, I saw that shit on Facebook.

Now when I realized that you were in a relationship with a girl that I thought I would someday spend the rest of my life with I walked outside and said to myself: “There’s no way Ashton Kutcher would catch me off guard.” I waited 45 minutes.

And then I realized that there hasn’t been a new episode of Punk’d in damn near 4 years.

So I guess I’m the only practical joke in this entire situation.

One: The first time I saw you and her in picture, I wanted to take my entire arm shove inside of the computer and snatch the happiness right off of your face.

Two: If I ever see you in the street, I’m probably going to punch you in the throat.

Three: I apologize in advance. And I know, I know it makes no sense to have this much anger toward a man that I’ve never actually met face-to-face but my definition of love is being robbed in an alley eight times in a row and hoping there is something about today that makes all of this different, there is nothing logical about cutting off the most important parts of yourself and then putting them inside of hands that shake, that tremble, that crack like a Haitian sidewalk.

Four: There is nothing rational about love. Your love stutters when it gets nervous. Your love trips over its own shoelaces. Love is clumsy and my heart refuses to wear a helmet.

Five: Cupid is fucking irresponsible. And I’m tired of him using me for target practice.

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Six: I was told that time would heal all wounds, but what exactly do you do on days when it feels like the hands on your clock have arthritis.

Seven: She always wore her heart on her sleeves, so tell me, then why the hell do you look so familiar?

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Eight: I think I’ve seen you somewhere in her smile, like I’ve heard your voice in her laughter, like I’ve smelled your cologne on her thighs. I bet if we dusted her heart for fingerprints we would only find yours.

Nine: I have this envelope; it’s full of all the butterflies that I felt the first time she relaxed the Velcro on her lips and smiled in my direction. I think most of them are still alive. I guess these belong to you too.

 

Love Poem ♥

Let me just share to you one of my favorite love poem of all time. This is written by Rudy Francisco. This Guy really has a lot of BEAUTIFUL poems. Here it goes.

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“I want you to bite my lip until I can no longer speak. And then suck my ex girlfriend’s name out of my mouth just to make sure she never comes up in our conversations. I’m going to be honest, I’m not really a love poet. In fact, every time I try to write about love my hands cramp… just to show me how painful love can be. And sometimes my pencils break, just to prove to me that every now and then love takes a little more work than you planned.
See I heard that love is blind so, I write all my poems in brail. And my poems are never actually finished because true love is endless. I always believed that real love is kind of like a super model before she’s air brushed; it’s pure and imperfect, just the way that God intended. See I’m going to be honest, I’m not a love poet. But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love I swear that my first poem… it would be about you.

About how I loved you the same way that I learned how to ride a bike: Scared… but reckless with no training wheels or elbow pads so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you. You see, I’m not really a love poet. But if I was I’d write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window, you see I’ve written like a million poems hoping that somehow maybe someway you’ll jump out of the page and be closer to me because if you were here, right now, I would massage your back until your skin sings songs that your lips don’t even know the words to.

Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name and you smile like the pacific ocean, I want to drink the sunlight in your skin. If I was a love poet, I’d write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful, even on days when everything around you is ugly you see I’d write about your eyelashes and how they are like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink.

If I was a love poet I’d write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture, every time I hear the vibration in your voice so whenever I see your name on the caller ID my heart, it plays hop scotch inside of my chest. Yo it climbs on to my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again. I know this sounds strange but every now and then I pray that God somehow turns you back in to one of my ribs just so that I would never have to spend an entire day without you.

I swear, I’m not a love poet. But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love, my first poem it would be about you. And after all of that she was like, so how do you feel about me? And I said, put it like this: I want to be your ex boyfriend’s stunt man. I want to do everything that he never had the courage to do like… trust you.

I swear that when our lips touch I can taste the next sixty years of my life. And some days I want to swallow stacks of your pictures just so you can be a part of me for a little bit longer. If I could I would sample your smile and then I would let my heart beat, do the bass line, we would create the greatest love song of all time. Whenever, we stand next to each other, love I was the only one made for you and you can be at last my Etta James. I’ll be oh child when you’re in pain or you could be candy coated drops of rain even though it never rains in Southern California. And together, we could be music.

And when my friends ask if you’re my girlfriend, I’ll say no. She is my musician. And me… I’m her favorite song.”

You can watch the video on youtube:

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it’s JAYSON’s birthday

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Yes! it’s Jayson’s birthday celebration. Jayson is really one of my close friend and I really love talking to him especially when it’s all about love and life because he really  has a LOT to say.  Now that it’s his birthday, it’s my turn to say a LOT of things about him. HAHA.  Anyway, I used to call him “My Hollywood Friend” because there was this time that his hair looks like 1 of the  member of 1 Direction. He used to call me “my celebrity Friend”.

So anyway, we planned to celebrate his birthday at Songhits in BTC, but since I also promised 1 of my friend that I’m gonna go to their house warming, we went there first. We stayed there for less than an hour and went to the meeting place.

We went to songhits aroung 9pm. The room that we had has a kinect and is also good for karaoke. We really enjoyed it a lot, especially the kinect. While others were singing, some of us were doing the kinect.

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We went to Tonios after. We stayed there for about 2 hours I think, and then went to Milan, kim and April’s new house. We continued drinking there, some fell asleep because they were already tipsy, some were just tired. Some fell asleep, but I… I fell inlove. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. kidding!.. sound so wrong?.. i know. haha.

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Anyway, we enjoyed chit chatting with them that I didn’t notice that I already fell asleep (I had a lot of tequila). The last time I remember I was just talking to them, the next thing I know, I was already on April’s room. It’s really embarrassing because I was crying and asked them not to leave me. I was also uttering the words “Dili na lage ko ganahan niya, di man sya kasabot…” which means that “I dont like him anymore, he really can’t understand”..

I mean what I say, it’s just that it doesn’t need to be said. hahaha. so embarrassing. But anyway, overall, I enjoyed…  a LOT! ☺☺☺☺

By the way, this was what I wore.

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Sinulog sa Kabataan sa Dakbayan (Pre-Sinulog)

So sorry guyz if I haven’t update my blog for a while. I’ve been very busy with a lot of things lately.

Anyway, a nweek before sinulog me and my friend Arvin diaz watched Sinulog sa Kabataan sa Dakbayan at Abellana complex.230631_4236605712856_1703333239_n

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Lucky for me because Arvin has friends who worked in the Gov’t so we got free entrance and we sat at the VIP area. It’s really nice to have lots of connections especially in times like this. (hahaha)

We really enjoyed the show specially the very colorful and lively performance of the contingents.

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After watching the show, we went to Basilica del Sto. Nino to attend the sunday mass.

There’s really a lot of people and it’s so hard to get in and go out. But ofcourse it’s a sacrifice that at least once I should do.

It’s satisfying that after all the stress and hard work, I had the chance to visit Sr. sto nino and say thanks for all the blessings.

I wish I could do this more often ♥